In the City of God.

Well Due to my recent punishment/suspension; I've been watching a lot of movies laid around my house. Doing so I found an amazinng movie called; City of god or keeping with the constant portuguese that's spoken in the movie Cidade de Deus. Directed by Fernando Meirelles.

Well its basically about this boy named Rocket & his growing up in the slums of Rio De Janeiro, In a place called City Of God, where there's madd drug use & sale,murder,poverty,& the slightest bit of love; well like in these things called favelas . Now if you thought ghetto baltimore was bad , this place doesn't even have paved roads , the police barely come around,etc etc. Rocket is an aspiring photographer & you can only imagine how hard it is for him.

I recently found out that before it was a movie it was actually a novel,[that I NEED] written by Paulo Lins & both the novel & the book WERE BASED ON A TRUE STORY ! :]

My favorite character would have to be ..

Bene, played by Phellipe Haagensen, pictured above. Bene , is the most beloved & compassionate hood in the favelas.
im in love .

A breath of Fresh Air

let there be babehhhhhhhhh hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:]

Welcome to Heartbreak.

Love;
A topic that has recently been haunting me. I currently have a significant other but love is something I honestly dont feel anymore .Its like Im [in the words of mr.West] ....
Heartless. & I hate it.
Its like when your in a relationship with someone that you really like, others come out of nowhere,
that you've previously had feelings for & confuse you,mangle your thoughts & get your "heart" all tied up in knots that are as unmanageable as matted hair.Then there's the new person that you care for & want to give your all too but all you can give them is a heart that looks like ground beef*.
& NO ONE LIKES GROUND BEEF HEARTS !! NOT EVEN IN TACOS!!


So as regain my composure I mind as well spill the situation.
Okay so I go with this wonderful guy [who shall remain nameless], who I really Reallly like.
& at one point even loved. But the distance thing has been a major burden & is currently the only thing weighing us down. But to make matter's worse ; some of my exes[& even dome newbies] have came out of the clear blue sky with emotions towards me,some harder than other's to turn down with a simple"Im in a relationship " Bit.& some I actually did miss.
Meanwhile,There's mister number one in my corner on myside, & I feel like a complete cookie jar, but I still have to give all of what he deserves too him. BLAHSAY BLAHSAY BLAH.

This is a sticky situation.

If I ever get out of this , Im single for a lil while.
Im sorry Mister #1 , Im trying my hardest.