Love;
A topic that has recently been haunting me. I currently have a significant other but love is something I honestly dont feel anymore .Its like Im [in the words of mr.West] ....
Heartless. & I hate it.
Its like when your in a relationship with someone that you really like, others come out of nowhere,
that you've previously had feelings for & confuse you,mangle your thoughts & get your "heart" all tied up in knots that are as unmanageable as matted hair.Then there's the new person that you care for & want to give your all too but all you can give them is a heart that looks like ground beef*.
& NO ONE LIKES GROUND BEEF HEARTS !! NOT EVEN IN TACOS!!
So as regain my composure I mind as well spill the situation.
Okay so I go with this wonderful guy [who shall remain nameless], who I really Reallly like.
& at one point even loved. But the distance thing has been a major burden & is currently the only thing weighing us down. But to make matter's worse ; some of my exes[& even dome newbies] have came out of the clear blue sky with emotions towards me,some harder than other's to turn down with a simple"Im in a relationship " Bit.& some I actually did miss.
Meanwhile,There's mister number one in my corner on myside, & I feel like a complete cookie jar, but I still have to give all of what he deserves too him. BLAHSAY BLAHSAY BLAH.
This is a sticky situation.
If I ever get out of this , Im single for a lil while.
Im sorry Mister #1 , Im trying my hardest.
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