Final Goodbye;

I wear my heart on my sleeve

Cause it was no use in my chest

You couldn't see it when it was at its best.

So I gave it to you .

Rearranged it for you .

& out of all the things in the world,

what's the thing you would do ?

You left .

Cause I wasn't right one night ,

I wasn't at my best .

My emotions ran rapid,

& My heart it beat slow .

Cause of all the things in the world it refuses to let go .

Damn these memories.

Damn these thoughts.

Damn this heartache .

Damn this heart.

It can't breathe,

Your like the respirator ,its you it needs.

Revive it?

So we can relive this .

My family tells me to get it together

but its you I miss .

When Im out its like Deja-vu

Each & every thing I see reminds me of you .

I cant shake it , I cant help it.

I wasn't love, but strong feelings,

I felt it .

Oh the things I would do ,

to solidify a me & you .

I'd put myself aside , & just have you as a focus,

I think about it over & over again

But I admit Im Hopeless.

the thought of something again is worthless.

I say that now , But in the back of my mind,

Behind the entirety of my thoughts,

are the memories of the days

when you ruled my heart.