Saturday, January 2, 2010

Im Soo Tired..

Im sooo sick and tired of these cat and mouse games,
Bending & twisting myself to make sure your happy, to keep you around .
Its terrible .this whole situation is terrible & honestly , Im exhausted .
I fell for you something hard, My heart as mentioned in a previous poem ,
was on my sleeve for you , There wasn't anything I wouldn 't do to keep you happy .
to make things work & sadly , you didn't see that.
You meant the world to me , but you didnt see that either .
I guess this is it, reality smacking me in my face , telling me to get out of this dream state
& back to reality .
I guess if your meant to be in my life, your gonna be around.. but Im not pushing it anymore.
im not bending anymore, I can't find myself to do it anymore .
I quit . I give up ... .
I miss you & I miss what could've been .
But Im off that , no more dwelling .

Time to focus on me.



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